I swear I'll play by the rules. I'll do my best. And I hope this is working for you, because it's not for me -- but then there was no way out -- no painless way out, that is -- for me. And I knew that from the start. How do you unlove someone? How do you decide, wilfully, not to love them? How can any end -- detract from, take away the value of, reduce -- the love that you did have? This is just rubbish. But my hands are tied, and I swear I'll play by the rules.